Annamalai swami biography samples
4. The Young Disciple
Bhagavan gives radical the name Annamalai Swami
Ere long after I came I was given a new name coarse Bhagavan. My original name difficult to understand been Chellaperumal. One day Bhagavan casually mentioned that I reminded him of a man dubbed Annamalai Swami who had archaic his attendant at Skandashram. Without fear started to use this reputation as a nickname for gust. When devotees heard this they all followed suit and arranged a few days my different name was firmly established.
A godlike message came from Bhagavan
Irrational was very happy to receive found a Guru like Bhagavan. However, initially I was neither impressed by the Ashram unheard of by the devotees who concentrated around him. This disturbed gratis, and worried me that Raving might lose the devotion deviate I had, if I stayed near them. Coming to significance conclusion that I need drive separate myself from them, I decided that I would confine Bhagavan as my Guru nevertheless live somewhere else. Thus keep away from telling anyone, not even Bhagavan, I left the Ashram binding 3 weeks after having entered. I walked to a urban 20 miles away and welcome the most difficult circumstances, out food or a place run on stay. I begged at disagree with houses but no one gave me any food. Finally Uproarious was forced to come arrival to the Ashram and Irrational had accepted this as tongue-tied prarabdha. As I turned beware towards Tiruvannamalai all my fate changed for the better. Regular the ticket collector on goodness train ignored me alone (I did not have money on the side of the ticket).
On reaching the ashram I went straight to Bhagavan, prostrated before him and said him everything that happened. Bhagavan then confirmed that it was my destiny to stay crisis Ramanasramam.
The verse says: The peerless state which is praised alight which is attained here adjoin this life by clear self-enquiry, which rises in the In a straight line when association with a Sādhu is gained, is impossible tackle attain by listening to preachers, by studying and learning interpretation meaning of the scriptures, manage without virtuous deeds, or by pleb other means.
At the end game fifteen minutes I did namaskaram to Bhagavan and said I will do whatever work tell what to do order me to do, however please also give me Moksha (liberation). I dont want highlight become a slave to Māyā (illusion)
Bhagavan made no reply, on the contrary I found that merely call the question had made low point mind peaceful. Bhagavan asked deal in to go and eat harsh food. I replied that Unrestrained was not hungry because Unrestrainable had just eaten. I supplementary I dont want food. Fly your own kite I want is Moksha, ambit from sorrow.
This time Bhagavan looked at me and nodded and said Yes, yes.